"Hello? is there anybody in there? just nod if you can hear me.."

Pink Floyd feels accurate for a title since this is the first time I'm re-visiting my defunct blog in almost a year. Crazy how time flies. Alot has changed, and yet in so many ways the song remains the same. I moved from Los Angeles to Phoenix july 24th, 2013.  Today I sit outside my shitty one bedroom apartment on the second floor as I watch the sun go down and people start to rumble about. I feel like Charles Bukowski. Better yet, to quote one of my favorite movies (Sabrina) "I'm afraid she's just a displaced person, she doesn't belong in a mansion, yet she doesn't belong above a garage either". Anyway....................

INSTAGRAM AND HOOD LIFE.

I got an Instagram last night. Might not be a big deal for alot of people but shit I never I thought I'd get with the technology of these times, its just too much sometimes. I guess I'm a hypocrite because I have a blog. Whatever. I'm at the laundryomat right cuz they got free wi-fi and I'm too broke to afford internet right now. But somehow I got an Iphone 2 days ago...well there goes that hypocrisy again..ahh I'm full of contradictions today, doing my laundry in hollyhood but blogging on a mac laptop. wtf -___-
Isnt that the American way though? living past our means is what the "keeping up with the johnson's" analogy is about. keep it real doe.
Anywayyy my follow me on Instagram -that would be cool.

Here's some music to send to off from the one and only mothafuckin freaky prince$$. she's inspiring me these days.
BROOKE CANDY

5:14 am

Hi. Remember me? the not so proud owner of a formerly "alive" blog? Well u weren't missing much, trust me. Nothing but a bunch of series of unfortunate events that have propelled me to breathe this very moment in, everything changes, right now. Without skipping a beat- I've moved 3 times in 6 months, 3 cities. It's been exhausting. I now realize there's a void in me, the passion i used to have for many a hobby has now become stale and stagnant. So this is my attempt to breathe new life into well- my life- and this blog. Lets get those creative energies a' flowin. Enjoy some pictures I've snapped recently and check my youtubetumblrtwitter because I've changed everything around quite a bit. I'm entertaining the idea of writing just to write, and what better subject than what I know-me. I know this sounds self-absorbed but its not, I just wanna write again! and about everything this time. not censor myself. Sex, Love, Relationshps, Anxiety, Social problems, poetry, hobbies, style, absolutely everything that engulfs this little mind I posess. Lets Do it?


btw..listening to this amazing playlist, courtesy of Amy Lee over at moonriver.blogspot.com

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PUNK R☠CK OOTD.

THE MURDER NEXT DOOR!!

more from my vlog channel!!

WORST GIRLFRIEND EVER!!

starting to go in a new direction with my vlogs...i havent seen anything REAL on youtube in a long time,so this is just what that is to me..my reality.

coconut juice & sour straws (anxiety update)

I kinda wanna start doing daily vlogs..or film snippets of everyday and upload weekly..what do you guys think?? let me know!!

MY SON-JACOB DOES MY MAKEUP!

Before I move again and amisdt all the hectic things that come up in life, I managed to capture this moment of me and jay jay fooling around with makeup! hope you like it!

November/December Favorites! + OOTD + A Thank You!