"Hello? is there anybody in there? just nod if you can hear me.."

Pink Floyd feels accurate for a title since this is the first time I'm re-visiting my defunct blog in almost a year. Crazy how time flies. Alot has changed, and yet in so many ways the song remains the same. I moved from Los Angeles to Phoenix july 24th, 2013.  Today I sit outside my shitty one bedroom apartment on the second floor as I watch the sun go down and people start to rumble about. I feel like Charles Bukowski. Better yet, to quote one of my favorite movies (Sabrina) "I'm afraid she's just a displaced person, she doesn't belong in a mansion, yet she doesn't belong above a garage either". Anyway....................

INSTAGRAM AND HOOD LIFE.

I got an Instagram last night. Might not be a big deal for alot of people but shit I never I thought I'd get with the technology of these times, its just too much sometimes. I guess I'm a hypocrite because I have a blog. Whatever. I'm at the laundryomat right cuz they got free wi-fi and I'm too broke to afford internet right now. But somehow I got an Iphone 2 days ago...well there goes that hypocrisy again..ahh I'm full of contradictions today, doing my laundry in hollyhood but blogging on a mac laptop. wtf -___-
Isnt that the American way though? living past our means is what the "keeping up with the johnson's" analogy is about. keep it real doe.
Anywayyy my follow me on Instagram -that would be cool.

Here's some music to send to off from the one and only mothafuckin freaky prince$$. she's inspiring me these days.
BROOKE CANDY

5:14 am

Hi. Remember me? the not so proud owner of a formerly "alive" blog? Well u weren't missing much, trust me. Nothing but a bunch of series of unfortunate events that have propelled me to breathe this very moment in, everything changes, right now. Without skipping a beat- I've moved 3 times in 6 months, 3 cities. It's been exhausting. I now realize there's a void in me, the passion i used to have for many a hobby has now become stale and stagnant. So this is my attempt to breathe new life into well- my life- and this blog. Lets get those creative energies a' flowin. Enjoy some pictures I've snapped recently and check my youtubetumblrtwitter because I've changed everything around quite a bit. I'm entertaining the idea of writing just to write, and what better subject than what I know-me. I know this sounds self-absorbed but its not, I just wanna write again! and about everything this time. not censor myself. Sex, Love, Relationshps, Anxiety, Social problems, poetry, hobbies, style, absolutely everything that engulfs this little mind I posess. Lets Do it?


btw..listening to this amazing playlist, courtesy of Amy Lee over at moonriver.blogspot.com

$1 FOUNDATION ROUTINE.

CHECK IT Y'ALL.

PUNK R☠CK OOTD.

THE MURDER NEXT DOOR!!

more from my vlog channel!!

WORST GIRLFRIEND EVER!!

starting to go in a new direction with my vlogs...i havent seen anything REAL on youtube in a long time,so this is just what that is to me..my reality.

coconut juice & sour straws (anxiety update)

I kinda wanna start doing daily vlogs..or film snippets of everyday and upload weekly..what do you guys think?? let me know!!

MY SON-JACOB DOES MY MAKEUP!

Before I move again and amisdt all the hectic things that come up in life, I managed to capture this moment of me and jay jay fooling around with makeup! hope you like it!

November/December Favorites! + OOTD + A Thank You!

DUDE! Where The Hell Is Hellofizzy?!!

EPIC SIDECUT FAIL :/

I thought it would be funny to put this up..just because I'm not some pretty perfect youtube girl.. Im only human and I like to experiment and make mistakes, after all how else do you learn what works and doesn't? anyway have a laugh at my expense its all in good fun :)

More videos from HelloFizzy (playlist)

IV'E BEEN PLAYING AROUND WITH MAKEUP N STUFF... hehe :)

Most Worn Things of Summer TAG

Last night I hit 800+ subscribers on my youtube channel! So thank you! it means more to me than you would think so I'm very grateful for the support you guys give me. Heres a new video and Happy Friday!

xoxo-Evee

✝ NEON GRUNGE LOOKBOOK ✝

Since Its been a million degrees outside, I'd rather stay inside with my fan on listening to The Doors station on pandora and playing dress up. I had a legit video planned for this neon grunge theme, but since my mom lost the camera I figured when the hell am I ever gonna do it. So that's what I did today. Later I watched the sunset and stayed in the park til night to watch the city lights go on. Amazing is all I'll say. I know I'm gonna miss this freak-town one day when I'm gone. But for now, Hollywood is where the heart is.

xo-Evee

MINIMAL MAKEUP CHALLENGE! (Using All Drugstore Products)

I've had alot of things change in my life this week. Major things. And yet the only thing that remains constant and exciting is making videos. Thank you for watching.

PRE-BIRTHDAY HAUL EXTRAVAGANZA!! :D

Wanna give me a birthday present?
Help me get to 1000 subscribers by my birthday august 26th by sharing,tweeting,liking,and subscribing!
Love you all internet people, even the trolls, they need love too haha ok its 3am goooodnitey. :)

JULY-ISH FAVORITES!! :D

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xoxo-EVEE

HOW TO: MULTICOLORED BANGS/FRINGE + hair update!

hey guys just an update! i lost my camera so no update on the blog for a while...but ive decided to concentrate on my youtube more so if you wanna know whats up with me, thats where you can catch me!!

xoxx-EVEE

Red,White & Blue Mini Lookbook

Hi guys! so I'm usually not big on celebrating holidays but i had a few things in my closet that reminded me of the 4th of july so I made this quick lookbook, it was super fun and easy this time! afterwards I took Jacob to the movies- something we've only done once before- to the new disney pixar movie "Brave" I highly recommend you watch this movie and I usually dont say that about any movie- its soo cute! Now I'm here at home listening to the fireworks outside and with my belly full of pizza :)
Happy 4th!

xoxo-Evee