2011 January Inspiration Board

So I'm gonna show you the bulletin board hanging in my room every month or whenever i change it. I really like this one because i tried to stay in the white theme. These are just random pics and things that inspire me or that I like at the moment, and once i take them down i put it in my sketchbook. Have you ever made one of these? theyre actually really fun! anywho i got the bulletin board at IKEA for $5 in case you were wondering! Happy Scrapping xoxo Fizzy

New Years Resolutions.

2010 is overrrr. Finally! Not that I dont love spending time with my son but for the past year I was a stay at home mom, now I'm excited to start living and loving life. Being a stay at home mom is not an easy thing contrary to popular belief. A lot of the time your alone and frustrated, i have dealt with postpardum depression, but never told anyone until now.Why am I deciding to speak about it now? Well I honestly feel like no one understands how I feel, not my mother- not my friend who has no children.So if this can help someone or help me to vent and try to let go of all these bottled up feelings, then I'll write. Its been a definite struggle for in my first year of motherhood. From learning how to read my child, to taking care of him when he got sick, to having to hustle and sell my belongings to buy diapers. His father has been no help, never bought a single diaper. But I'm proud of myself, so far my son is an extremely beautiful, sweet, intelligent child. I've done things that I never thought I had the courage to do.My First Resolution for 2011 is to make a career for myself and Jacob.  I'm ready to be the person I never thought I could be. A woman who is independent and able to stand on her own two feet. I want to let go of all the anger I hold inside, I dont know half the time why I'm so angry. Sometimes at my sons father,for not being there, but mostly at myself, for what.. I still dont understand. Release me from my guilt and fear and be able to fly, to go for my  most "unattainable" of dreams. I have a fresh start, its what I have been waiting for. THIS IS MY YEAR! AND THIS IS YOUR YEAR TOO! DO EVERTHING YOU'VE EVER DREAMED OF AND DONT GIVE UP! WE CAN DO ANYTHING! WE ARE BEAUTIFUL,INTELLIGENT,COURAGEOUS, AND STRONG. DONT LET ANYONE TELL YOU "YOU CAN'T". Because when they say that its because they cant and they're scared.
THIS YEAR I WILL LEARN TO:
1.DRIVE
2.BE PATIENT
3.FORGIVE THOSE WHO DO ME WRONG
4.LET GO OF THE PAST
5.MAKE NEW FRIENDS
6.GO TO SCHOOL
7.BE POSITIVE
8.GO SOMEWHERE IVE NEVER BEEN/BE SPONTANEOUS!
9.DRESS BETTER! LOL:)
10.DO WHAT YOU LOVE
11.TRY NEW THINGS, HOBBIES, FOODS, ETC.
12.GO OUT MORE/NOT BE A TOTAL HERMIT
13.GO TO A DRIVE IN THEATER
14.LEARN PHOTOGRAHY
15.BE AS CREATIVE AS POSSIBLE!!!
16. VOLUNTEER AT AN ANIMAL SHELTER:)
17. GET MY FIRST PAYING GIG
18.BLOG BETTER^_^
19.LOVE MORE.


I HOPE YOU FIND THIS HELPFUL IN SOME WAY. TAKE CARE- EVELYN

An Interesting Website...

http://business2blogger.com/

So thanks to my insomnia I've been going through blogs, and bouncing from site to site, you know the usual 4:00 am youtube/twitter/facebook/blogger/etc. thing we all do. And on one of my readers blog-Gaby :)- i found this website called Business to Blogger. Its pretty much about potentially earning a bit of revenue or making potential business contacts, also you can get in touch with other bloggers. So far I found 2 cool new blogs, june cleaver nirvana-funny name eh?- and a mommy one called crystal and company, now I dont about you but I love to discover new things it makes me feel like christopher colombus, because even if you weren't the first one there you still feel pretty special. LOL.

is formspring cool? i just made this account out of boredom

is formspring cool? i just made this account out of boredom

Answer here

*x-mas wishlist*

rae morris book*sadly its on backorder at borders

occ lip tar box sets*limited edtion til the 31st!

makeup masters set* ;(cant get it sadly

occ cruelty free vegan brushes*you wont need   much else than these in your kit!

lastly the flip camera I've been wanting for a while now, the one one the left is the ultra hd and the one one the right is the mino hd, id like both! :)
        Merry X-mas! I hope you get what you wished for<3 xoxo,fizzy
                        feel free to share your wishlist or what you got in the comments below!

Xmas at the Davenport's

This movie is so ridiculously funny! "I wanted cha cha heels for christmas! "Nice girls dont wear cha cha heels!" lol brilliant.

HelloFizzy's SUPER AWESOME SECRET GIVEAWAY!!!

Hi! so I know I haven't been making alot of YouTube videos lately because of crappy camera/imovie issues but I wanted to have this giveaway for all my loyal subscribers and blog readers and tweeters<3haha that rhymes! anyway this is to show my appreciation to you for sticking by me through tough times literally! IF YOU HAVE EVER COMMENTED OR READ OR WATCHED A VIDEO OF MINE OR TWEETED ME I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU!IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME YA'LL DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND! whenever I'm having a bad day i'll read one of your comments and it puts a smile on my face:)

So anywayyyy this is a lil' something one of you lucky girls will win, One of the new OPI Burlesque Collection Nailpolishes which are amazeballs! and a few other little things<3 I know its not much but I hope you like it and next year I'll have bigger giveaways! promise.

                                                              OPI "Sparkleiscious"

HOW TO ENTER THE GIVEAWAY:

1. IF YOUR A YOUTUBE SUBSCRIBER: LEAVE YOUR YOUTUBE NAME IN A COMMENT HERE AND TELL ME ONE THING YOUR LOOKING FORWARD TO IN 2011

2. IF YOUR A (BLOG) FOLLOWER: RE-BLOG THIS AND LEAVE YOUR BLOG LINK

3. IF YOUR A TWITTER FOLLOWER: [LEAVE YOUR TWITTER NAME OR LINK] AND RE-TWEET "I WANT TO WIN OPI'S BURLESQUE  SPARKLE-ICIOUS NAILPOLISH" @REALHELLOFIZZY RT 2 WIN!

YOU CAN CHOOSE ONE OR ALL 3 BUT PLEASE ENTER ONLY ONCE PER CATEGORY! "SPAMMING WILL NOT COUNT AS EXTRA"

those are the basic rules and heres the other stuff:

18 or older or have parents permission to receive mail

United States only sorry! international next time:)

Giveaway ends DECEMBER 31,2010

Have Fun! and good luck chuck;)

P.S. IF YOU WISH MY SON A HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR TURNING ONE YEAR OLD THIS MONTH I'LL LOVE YOU MORE! LOL

GET TO KNOW ME TAG!

Are you a night or morning person? NIGHT OWL ALL THE WAY ITS 1;30 AM RIGHT NOW!

2. What was your favorite childhood tv show?TINY TOONS,ANAMANIACS,DOUG,CLARISSA EXPLAINS IT ALL!

3. Are you a collector of anything?A SHIT-TON OF MAKEUP AND NAILPOLISH

4. What do you usually think of before you fall asleep?THINGS THAT WORRY ME, DUMB I KNOW

5. Whats your favorite color?BLACK

6. Have you ever been addicted to a video/computer game?THE SIMS-WHEN I WAS LIKE 10

7. Do you have any bad habits?NAIL BITER ERGHHHHH :/

8. Name 3 of your best personality traits? UMMM GIVING,HONEST,TRUSTWORTHY

9. Now 3 of your worst? EXTREMELY IRRITABLE,MOODY,SHORT FUSE ;(

10. Any tattoos of piercings? NO TATTOOS YET BUT IVE HAD COUNTLESS PIERCINGS OVER THE YEARS-SEPTUM,INDUSTRIAL,LABRAE,CARTILAGE,BELLYBUTTON-JUST 2 NAME A FEW

11. what is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?FACE AND TEETH, HYGINE AND STYLE

12. Do you consider yourself a clean or messy person?ORGANIZED MESSY!

13. If you could live anywhere, besides where you live, where would it be and why?THE SOUTH OF FRANCE BECAUSE IT SOUNDS SO GLAMOROUS DOSENT IT? OR LONDON:)

14. Whats your favorite song right now?ASHTRAY HEART BY THE WHITE STRIPES

15. Do you have any hidden talents?I CAN CRACK ALOT OF BONES IN MY BODY WITHOUT BREAKING THEM I GUESS EWW GROSS I KNOW HAHAHA :)

16. Name one thing not many ppl know about you?I GET SUPER DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME;(

17. Whats your favorite movie of all times?GHOST WORLD-STORY OF MY LIFE PRETTY MUCH

18. Do you know the meaning/origin of your name?I THINK IN MEANS HAZELNUT IN OLD GERMAN MY NAME IS EVELYN BTW..


19. What 3 youtubers would you like to meet in person?LAURENISOKAY, SHANEDAWSON, DEARESTJAIME

20. Who do you tag?IF YOUR READING THIS I TAG YOUUUUUU PIKACHU! ^_^

♡Stila Warm Glow Set Review♡

 Hey there! So a while back I made a video on youtube showing and reviewing the Stila Warm Glow Set #1, and I wasn't gonna do a follow up blog post because I thought it might be redundant but since doing the video I've changed my mind about the products.

 The set comes with mascara, a liquid eyeliner, bronzer, a mini kabuki, and a lipgloss all for $13.67 at Costco. Pretty good eh?

 The standout products are definitely the kabuki brush and the eyeliner pen! With the bronzer a close 2nd

  The bronzer scared me at first, it looks extremely orange in person but when you put it on your skin it gives a nice tan.

 The kabuki is one of the best Ive tried so far its super mini but convenient and super soft and dense. Amazeballs! I take it everywhere, you can even use it to touch up your face or blotting powder.No shedding at all so far. I now have 3 stila brushes and I have to say I'm quite impressed with the quality.

 Like I said before the standout product here is the eyeliner, its a liquid felt tip pen that is waterproof and nearly bulletproof lol! here are some swatches! I fell asleep with the eyeliner on my hand after that and it was still there the next day! Even a famous youtuber by the name"jazziebabycakes" made an entire video about this eyeliner! You get great control and lasting power. The downside is if you buy it separately it costs around $20-something bucks!

 The lipgloss is named "Harmony" and its a super sparkly light pink, looks subtle yet flirty on lips and looks soooo shimmery in the sun so dont put too much! hahah^_^ sadly I couldnt take a decent picture of it;( cute but not something worth buying on its own.

Last but not least a few words on the so called"MAJOR MAJOR LASH" Mascara...It sucks.

~Leave me a comment telling which if these you'd like to try out!~

xoxo,fizzy

Just a friendly reminder..

tarte and sephora deals yo! let me know of you get anything! xoxo-fizzy